kinda bummed...

Right now I'm kinda sad. It's really silly, but it's important to me. It's senior prom, and my best friend in the whole wide world is getting her makeup and hair professionally done either at the mall or at a salon. I can't do that thought cause it costs too much and I'm not the one making the money in my house. I totally understand my parents and all. I didn't even want to get it done professionally cause of the cost. I wanted to have fun getting ready for prom together just like last year. I'm just bummed that we won't be laughin in front of the mirror doing our hair and makeup in her mom's bathroom, spending hours messing up and reapplying eyeliner and eyeshadow and redoing our hair. It just won't be the same. I feel like she's off to a much better place. I guess it's a foreshadow to what life's goina be like for college. She's goina forget all about me and be happy in her own big world out there. I don't blame her at all for going to a salon. She's going to look beautiful and she deserves the best. I just wish I could be there with her doing the same thing. It just makes me kinda....lonely ya know?kinda sad...